`_who will complete her world?`

Thursday, November 20, 2008

ZOuk In--->>>

We 3 gals went to Pearl River Palace for buffet dinner b4 Zouk.

Highly recommended!!!!

Both of us actually did a swap with our ICs, and we got it thru' !!

Which means we really look alike!!!

The 4 of us while waiting for our birthday Boy.

and here came Gideon to join us.

Vodka Lime. Slurpp..

and we kinda bored while others were on the dancefloor.

with the Birthday BOy.

they were back fr dancefloor, and we began our guessing game rounds.

?drunk.

Woots!! Whose Sexy Hairy legs is that??

belle @ 11:00 AM

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

Gideon's 21st Birthday Bash @ Goldkist Resort

From here it lks clean, but upstair was super horrible. Shall nt mention over here. Just dont ever go there for stay.

With the Birthday Boy, Gideon.

On our way to K-session.

Met "Him" on the way..

Our usual K-session-ing.

Eh something happened when we about to take the self-timer shot. Ha.

Our mini bar.

=))

Belle and Rachel's Production~

Gideon, U owe us 1 BIG meal wor!!

Buffet Feast.

"Triplets"

..it just happened to be thr..

Happy Birthday!!!

'Do I really have to drink that?' (consist of champagne, vodka. Gins & Chivas)

'Of Cos Dude'!

OPPS~

It's Sabo time!!!

The Missy Group.

Ended with Best Wishes.

belle @ 12:16 AM

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Sunday, November 02, 2008

Bigwalk08 @ Marina Barrage.

belle @ 12:38 AM

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

KKH Annual D&D 08 @ Suntec Convention Centre Ballroom

Well, ended the night with someone commiting suicide. =X.

belle @ 12:13 AM

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Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Adding some colors to my rusty blog since i'm too lazy for words.

belle @ 9:13 PM

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Monday, July 28, 2008

... it's been dinosaur years since I last blogged.

lazy? no time? no inspiration?

anyway within these 2 months plus quite happening for me.

be it good or bad.

rmb end of May went for the 3D2N CampSunshine organised by ClubRainbow. It's a yearly adventure camp catered for chronically ill children between 5-15 years old. This time round the camp took place @ NUS. Well, it was my first time going to the camp and my role was to be the nurse for one of the group- SlimyEyeballs together with DrTingTW. Overall, I enjoyed the camp, especially with the kids, they are just so adorable and funny la, like how they talk, how they act, how they ask U 'silly' questions all these. It was just so joyful with the kids. First day was quite tiring as you need to know ur kids' condition, their time of meds and attending to each individual's medical condition needs. Rmb I need to do in/out for a gal like at least 3 times per day and it was my first time doing in/out -.-, somemore doing it outside of the hospital without dressing set, gloves, incont. pad all these. All U hv is gel, one urine catheter per day, plastic bag to store urine and alcohol swabs, so it was damn easy for UTI lor. So it was quite challenging for me to perform in/out without contamination and throughout I was praying that the gal dun get UTI becuz of me. Thank God she did not. I missed them la, wondering how they doing now.

came back from camp and went back to work. Happened one very very bad incident to me. Piang. Dont wish to mention it again. That day I just wish that it was a dream, but the reality came flashing back at me on and off while working. Haiz, it just.. Happened.

I finally dyed my hair for the first time in my life. hmmm.... maybe not too bright the next time ba ha.

Promoted to SN1 with effect of July. Received bonus at end of June. Eh where's the $$$$ now?

Completed one of my three years bond. So far, I still survivng well in CICU. But it jus that the longer I work there, I uncovered more and more ugly side of humans, the humans I'm working with. It may looks good externally but rotting internally. Bear with it and act blur lor.

Started my Degree in July. Essays ESssays and more Eeessssays. Die la.

Found a new bf-- my NDS, haha. I just can part with my blacky la. Thx ah WX.

Get to be a codenurse on last fri, cant believe it. Cuz ususally SSN will be codenurse. Seniors told me I'm the first junior becoming CN. Anyway buddied with sensei Chandran. Code free for that day. I just hope tongues dun start to wag.

Upcoming in august, will be HK trip with my working buds, Adv.Resus course, and NikeHumanRace10K.

And ya, Happy Nurses' Day in advance.

belle @ 1:52 AM

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Monday, May 12, 2008

just came back from owl's shift,

nope I didnt come across Pigwidgeon or Snowy though.

ok, I'm starting to talk nonsense from my night shift.

while waiting for my hot chocolate to turn a tiny weeny cooler,

decided to type dwn my thoughts before it disappears.

was actually planning to upload Phuket's photo by day-by-day event,

but U see, I only managed to upload the Day 1 photos,

as I had difficulties in uploading pics for the upcoming days,

it just won't stick onto the website.

so in the end I gave up,

cuz I'm nt a spider too.

been a bee in CICU recently,

cuz it's business has been soooo good.

endless. it seems like a sudden curse to us.

this time round admitted quite a no. of DIL children.

when child turned DIL, his/her love ones turned 'mentally/physically DIL too',

some of the mums became mentally unsafe during their children's admission.

it's really heartbroken to see them in that state,

putting their whole heart and soul to their children,

hoping that their children will wake up again,

for they didnt know,

their children will never wake up again or even leaving them soon.

it must been so devastating and difficult to a parent to make a withdrawal treatment decision.

I ask God why like that,

God just replied, that's life.

alright enough of bitter stuffs,

let talk of something more sweeter.

o ya, rmb that day when I taking new cardiac case,

I managed to go into the MOT to see the cardiac surgery as I have to push the ventilator and nitric oxide into the OT.

even it's for awhile, I felt amazed as it's my first time seeing a live heart surgery haha.

received the official acceptance letter from Curtin Uni of Tech. ,

will be starting my degree in july 8th.

well 2 more months to enjoy my sch-free life.

alrite I hates and sucks alot in essay writing,

bless me.

ar-chooo.

o ya there's one funny incident that took place 2 days ago after my night shift and was having Swensen's BF with rachel.

it happened when the waitress served us hot tea,

i just took the cup and filled it with sugar,

thinking that the teabag had been dipped and thrown away b4 it was serve to me.

so halfway putting in sugar,

rachel was asking me, "eh, you drinking glucose water ah?''

I was like, "huh, you drink tea, you dun put sugar de meh?''

and later I realised that in the first place I didnt put in the teabag served infront of me. -.-''

DUMBO!

that's what I called 'Post-night Syndrome'.

alright, by now I shld hv finished my hot chocolate drink and turn in bed as I have one more night to fight tonight.

belle @ 10:40 AM

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Thursday, April 24, 2008

Phuket Trip

Day 1

*Flight to Phuket @ 0815hr.

*Arrived Phuket @ 0855hr Thailand time.

*1hr taxi ride from airport to our Sugar Palm Resort located @ Kata road.

*Rented a Vios and headed down to Patong beach for shopping, booking of tour excursions and makan.

*Evening time, back to Kata beach to catch the beautiful sunset.

*Dinner around Kata areas.

belle @ 10:54 AM

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Friday, March 21, 2008

I really love this photo man. It was taken by my friend who had just came back from Krabi. This was one of the best shot.

Man, I cant wait for the upcoming trip in April.

Krabi is a must-not-to-be-missed place to visit!

belle @ 1:17 AM

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Thursday, March 20, 2008

In Lovely Memory Of

Mr Wilky

2004-2008.03.08

Dearest Wilky,

Though U have left us,

but memories of U will stay in our hearts.

Your friendliness, ur tameness, ur gentle, ur 'less-fur' (cuz i'm super allergy to fur), muscular body of urs, made me attracted to U at first sight.

The times we spent together regardless of celebrating humans' birthday, sleeping beside me etc I will never forget.

I rmb one time while sleeping in the bed, U are so cold that u buried ur head into the pillow like an ostrict.

I really regret for not taking camera to take that cute moment of U down.

For now, I'm sure U're having a good time at above for U had always been a Good Cat.

Hope U will have a good reincarnation in ur next life.

Love ya,

Your wife, Belle. @--'"----

belle @ 4:50 PM

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Monday, March 10, 2008

Pulau Ubin

belle @ 10:42 PM

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Friday, March 07, 2008

Just been and back from Pulau Ubin today.

had a great and unique xperience to a place that's free from human traffic.

Sometimes, I do find city life is too much to take and handle it,

so occassionally it's good to visit to a place with 'nature call',

nope I'm nt talking abt peepee.

Almost didnt make it to Ubin today,

as you know it had been started raining in the morning,

and we did cancel our trip to catch a movie instead.

But maybe God feels our disappointment as this was the 2nd time we didnt make it to ubin due to raining,

then God stops crying.

Ahmad, Suyun and Me decided to move on back to our Ubin trip,

no regrets,

only good memories.

We watched the local movie called 'The Leap Years' when we changed of plan.

Hmm.., for me I still found it ok,

perhaps a rating of 6.8 out of 10 ba.

It did made me feel touched at some part of the show.

But there will be people who will find it quite boring.

For me, it's still 'watchable',

maybe I'm a romance-lover ba.

Learnt quite a few things from the quotes showed during the movie.

You have to dream, so that you will have dreams.

It's easy to dream, but hard to come true.

For me, I'm a person who loves to dream and imaginative.

Although I know dreams won't come true,

but somehow in the confused world of mine,

I took my dream as my goal or life path,

making it as if it's really going to happen in my future,

which actually is not.

Sometimes, I have to give myself a 'slap' to wake myself up from all the dreams,

to face the harsh reality.

It's easy to make goals/aims/dream when I'm single now,

but life is so unpredictable then I had no idea on planning a 'safe' future career plan ahead.

To take advanced dip in CCNM or to skip?

To take local degree now or to go for RCH's Degree for CCpaeds?

I'm really confused now.

I really need to think hard.

Today might be the last time to meet up with ahmad before he going to NS on next Tues.

After that, it will be around 2 years from now.

Seeing nowadays, the relationship between humans are so fragile,

as time pass by,

once-your-friend becomes a Past Tense.

Perhaps it's hard to 'maintain' friendship now as we are separated from work, school, lovelife and so on.

That's the harsh side of life/reality.

Therefore, just for fun,

Ahmad and I made a promise just like the movie 'The Leap Years',

except we are not happening on the leap year,

we promise to meet each other 2 years later, same time, same resturant, same table.

Sort of 'testing' our friendship,

to see whether it really lasts through time.

Sounds stupid?

haha.

belle @ 12:06 AM

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Monday, March 03, 2008

1 Nite in CICU.

the green angels in disguise. no we're nt shrek's family although we're green.

when the nite in CICU is peaceful.. nt bombed by codes..

we enjoyed each other companies to pass this long 12h shift..

sometimes nurses are playful..

but we 'produce' the best milk for our little darlings..

thx to her, thx to her cam, thx for the pics.

this 'vending' machine sometimes really make me vents my anger.

and ahmad can u pls dun curse urself to die as u're onli away for NS for 2 yrs. =P

Btw we had just regenerated into white angels from green angels recently.

belle @ 9:38 AM

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

juSt popped back home from owl shift.

juSt hate to work with those docs who always 'da tai ji quan'.

juSt so irritating.

juSt imagining how will be wonderful if there is sort of sleeping-buffet with 'sleep-all-you-can'.

chaoz.

belle @ 9:39 AM

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

on a sunny off day,
kind of regret for not spending the day baking under the sunshine @ Sentosa.
blogging mood came,
and here am I.

ytd finally get BCLS recertified after 2 yrs.
Gosh this morning woke up with bodyachesss.
30 compressions : 2 ventilations X 5 cycles can die.
maybe even the rescuer will collapse fr exhaustion,
then end up finding 2 corpses ha.

finally decided on where to go during april ALs,
end up deciding to go Phuket cuz,
we are just too poor to afford other places ha,
anyway we simply luv beaches.
cant wait!
i missed snorkeling and lying under a sky full of stars.
at least nw there's some motivation during work ha.

*sign* I dun want to talk abt work over here.

spent my free time indulging in drama-ing,
coffee prince, they kiss again, hero and bull fight.
luv coffee prince among all.

i'm so the bored.
ya i washed my fan todae.

Upcoming events will be:
- Pulau Ubin Day trip.
- National Vertical Challenge 08.

Came up with a list of Dreams/the things I wish to do:
--> Backpacking trip to Europe esp. Italy.
--> Nursing Degree + Advanced Dip in CC.
--> To work in Australia's Children Hospital when I reached SSN.
--> To get married to a lovely husband. ha.
--> To get driving license. (but I hv no drive to get driving license ler)
--> To rare a Dog.
--> To have a house up in the hill surrounded by nature.
--> To own a car without getting broke.
--> To learn piano.
--> To be a paramedic.
--> To be an astronaut.
--> To be United Nations Nurse.
--> To go round developing countries to help the poor/needy as a nurse/volunteer.
--> To.. and to.. be happy ever ever after.

alrite back to earth ya.
But at that point of having all the wonderful thoughts,
it really bring me away from the Reality for a while..
even it's awhile,
the feeling feels great..

belle @ 8:10 PM

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Friday, January 11, 2008

Life with meaning,

or,

Life with happiness?

Which one will ya choose?

belle @ 11:23 PM

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

christmas-ing with my foursomes.

it's has been.. awesome.

work has separated us,

even under one roof,

we didnt get to see each other.

wonder when's the next foursomes' date,

grace's solenmization?

sometimes how i wish i can travel back to the past,

doing different things together,

creating wonderful & exciting 'Past Tense'.

But time & reality dont allow me.

soon everyone will be walking on different paths,

be it getting married, studying uni, working overseas or selling chickyrice ha!

i love them.

alrite back to work after 4 days of rest.

i wan to explore Haji Lane & Red dot Museum. Anyone interested?

special thanks to C.K. for that nite.

belle @ 11:26 AM

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Lazy.

I'm too lazy to update my blog.

Being surrending my precious time to either work or ~~making love~~ to my bed.

Well, currently still surviving well in CICU. On and off there are staffs from other wards came and join us, but most of them 'dropped out' after weeks as they find it too stress to adapt to it. So I'm glad myself and the rest newbies made it through the tough journey, and nearly a month ago, we got confirmed and ended our probation.

Thinking back, when we first stepped into CICU, we were like in a big jungle without compass, feeling very lost and confused, not knowing what's next and where we heading to. Walking on uneven paths, we fall, we get up and learnt.

"We haven't even learn how to walk, but already we try to run." That what we felt at that point of time. With no basic foundation or knowledge on ICU, we still have to face another challenge of nursing paediatrics in multidisciplinary areas. Paediatrics comprised of any age from newborn to 16 yrs old, different ages different managements. By only memorising the ranges of vital signs for different age group it's can be quite tough already, even now sometimes I still have to refer to it when I'm unsure.

Working in a multidisciplinary areas means we are "multi-specialised nurse". Be it a cardiac nurse, neuro nurse, renal nurse, respi nurse, ortho nurse, ENT nurse or onco nurse. Whatever patients we are been assign to we have to 'transform'. And the knowlege in managing critical care in all this areas, we had almost none or even none. So we can only learn as we nurse the child. Therefore till now, everyday is a learning day for me. Until now, I think the most diffcult to nurse is neuro and next will be cardiac ba.

Fortunately, we have supportive and understanding Sisters and Seniors (nt all, unfortunately) as our "lighthouses" in guiding us. I'm thankful.

And not forgetting, my wonderful colleagues to work with. I think we are the most noisest batch ever that sometimes the seniors just cant tahan us. haha. Sorry seniors, we just have to liven up the sad and stress place with ~~dirty~~ jokes and laughters.

6 months had just flew away so fast. However, there's still a long way ahead.....

Waiting for my turn to go for the Mock Code. O my Tian. Ama... Ama...

Work aside. Looking forward to meet up with the foursomes for the upcoming xmas.

and looking for xmas present kills.

belle @ 12:32 AM

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Friday, November 09, 2007

YOU GO TEAM SINGAPORE!!!!

All the best to you Fen & the rest for the World Skills Competition.

belle @ 7:01 PM

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Thursday, November 08, 2007

"I walk a lonely road

The only one I that have ever known

Don't know were it goes

But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street

On the boulevard of broken dreams

Where the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Till then I'll walk alone

I'm walking down the line

On the border line of the edge

That divides me somewhere in my mind

And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's ~~Fucked up~~ and every things all right

Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive

And I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk alone"

belle @ 10:48 PM

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Monday, October 29, 2007

Ratatouille

'Anybody outa thr??'

'HEY YOU!! YAYA YOU DUDE!!'

'Alrite stop staring @ me and LET ME OUT!!!'

'PLS PLS PLS LET ME OUT!!!!'

'Alrites Human, U dun let me outa, then I shall bite my way OUTA!!!'

'GRRRRR.....>>>> what happened next??

Well, it's up to your imagination!!!

Think up Dude.

belle @ 1:28 AM

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Friday, September 28, 2007

The best part in Life is,

we can dream of anything and everything.

But the worst part in Life is,

it will never come true.

When there's no belief, then there will be no disappointment.

belle @ 1:11 AM

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Sometimes, In Life....

Laughters is the best medicine of all..

which makes anything that's not OK to OKIE.

belle @ 9:45 PM

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Friday, September 21, 2007

Everyone's has their own life story to tell,

be it be,

bitter,

sweet,

sour,

hot,

or even,

undescribable taste.

How you write your life story depends on yourself,

either you ruin it,

or,

you enjoy it to the fullest,

or,

leave it to God to decide.

"How you write your life story depends on yourself"....

Sometimes, it may not be True.

You may have written out your skit of ur life nicely,

but it may not play it as what you wanted to be in the first place.

In short,

Life's Unpredictable.

Today I may be blogging here,

who knows tmr that I wont have a chance to blog anymore?

No need to say "CHOY AH",

for I know,

when I have to go, I have to go.

I ought to write an ending to my life story,

someday..

I just cant stand those people out there given a good life to lead on while choose to destory their bodies,

by smoking for e.g.,

for smoking is a thing that U can control YOURSELF.

There're people who are dying to live on,

hope to see sunrise when they wake up.

So many little ones clinging onto their dear life,

or struggled so hard just to take in a breath to keep their dear life on,

every breath holds a hope to them.

Yet you are here wasting money and your life on a stupid white stick.

Dumb-er.

God brings us love ones,

and takes back our love ones.

Isn't that cruel?

I just can't imagine for that day.

I feared.

For one day,

I knew,

You will somehow leave me,

Eventually.

I really don't want,

can I?

belle @ 10:16 PM

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Thursday, September 06, 2007

God looked around his garden,

And found an empty place.

He then looked down upon the earth,

And saw your tired face.

He put his arms around you,

And lifted you to rest;

God's garden must be beautiful-

He always takes the best.

He knew that you were suffering,

He knew you were in pain;

He knew you would never get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough

And hills were hard to climb

So he closed your weary eyelids, and whispered,

"Peace be thine."

It broke our hearts to lose you,

But you didn't go alone,

For a part of us went with you,

The day God called you home.

~Author Unknown~

For just a few days,

we had lost 3 little souls in our ICU.

We know you are suffering,

even when you are been deeply sedated/paralysed,

we see your tears coming out from your tiny eyes,

knowing each procedure we do to you,

will hurts you badly.

Sometime, we silently pray to God that He will come to fetch you,

for to a place with no sufferings and tears.

We know it's easy for us to think in that way,

for we are not the ones bringing you to this world,

as the amount of heartbreak that a parent will feels,

we will never be able to experience/understand fully.

For the day you left us,

although it broke our hearts,

but for at least we are glad to know that,

you need not suffers anymore.

Hope that you will find happiness up there...

belle @ 11:38 PM

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Monday, August 27, 2007

President Challenge Healthcare Charity Run

The nite b4 the run camped in KKH.

Indeed we still missed our comfy beds @ home.

er.. jas what's that blue thIngy on ur hand??

sorri we r just nurses.

our barangssss.

not forgetting our camerawoman --> Fen.

yati, dun worry we will sure finish up all.

On-call Missies.

=))

I was -.-'' when they said I looked like during first dae of chinese wedding whereby mom will comb our hair.

B4 the 8K run.

Jie meis.

Frenz are like pillar of support.

Without her, I really cant complete the 8K run myself.

Hi Sir/Madam, which service do u wan us to serve u with?

Let's scrub our way thr.

Victory smile.

the last killing 100m up the slope to TTSH.

i swear that i was nt lking @ sis's breast la!

i was cheering her to the endpoint!!

we cICU won the best dressed!!!!! =))))

doodle-ing with the OTs.

Seconds b4 a huge dog came charging @ us.

I simply luv this pic la!

Chomel NYER!!!

mins b4 the starting of 2K walk.

Fen! i will NEVER forget this incident!!!!!!!!

Emo-ing.

i oso dunoe what m i up to. ha.

C u guys again!!!

We lk forward seeing u again!!

Surprisingly, I was able to complete the whole 8K run. Nv in my life that I ran throughout a whole 8K with round onli 5 mins stop of brisk walk. Usually, i can onli run non-stop for 2.4K then i feel like 'collapsing'. So what keeps me running all the way? I guessed was my running companion ba, without Fen and RH, dun tink i will make it. Several times, feel like stopping and giving up, especially in the mid of the route, have to climb an overhead bridge whereby i can feel my leg jelly-ing and the last 2 up-slopes to the endpoint. I can feel so much gravity pulling me down while trying to overcome the up-slopes. Anyhow, we were glad that we MADE it. It's all in your mind.

Life's battles dun always go to the stronger or faster man,

But soon or late the man who wins,

is the man who thinks he can.

Lastly,

dun ever wear scrubs to run.

belle @ 8:10 PM

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

Day 11 of work,
and i getting real exhausted.
Dun ask me why I doesnt hv off day within the 11 days of work,
cuz i'm nt de scheduler,
it's just my luck,
or should I say my roster sux.
Tmr supposed to be my ~~off~~ day,
but I'm ~~kind~~ enough to go for the President Challenge Run,
so tonight will be camping in KKH,
as tmr 615am hv to rpt.
10K of route,
damn.
Onli ~~off~~ day GONE.
My next off will be next Sat,
I was happy at first when I saw it's a weekend,
BUT,
hv to come bacK half day for Paeds Airway Course.
.....
Another off day gone.
So WHEN only will be my off day?
God knows.
I onli know for the next 7 days,
will still be working my ass off.

HAIZ++++++

Belle,

U can do it.

Amen.

belle @ 6:39 PM

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Monday, August 20, 2007

Madness,

I need an Escapade.

belle @ 11:01 PM

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Friday, August 10, 2007

1 day of Appreciation of Arts @ SAM.

On an art mood, I started painting an artpiece out..

and started art-ing on a pig too.

.. and while strolling dwn de corridors of de art gallery, I bypassed an artist named Mr Yee selling his artpieces...

.. and while taking a rest, I received a phone call from postoffice that they had a letter posted to me.. and it's some news regarding Mr. Newton..

.. after ending the call from de postoffice, I went dwn to wait for the postman to come and deliver my letter..

.. and while waiting for de postman, I took a pic with the artist Mr Yee that I had met earlier on..

... and since Mr Yee claimed that he's free @ that moment, he joined me the waiting..

.. and abt 20 mins of waiting, I'm relieved to see the postman approaching me at last..

... I took de letter and went up to a quiet place and read the letter abt Mr Newton's news..

and somehow, I found out the darkest and dirtiest secret abt him.. I was shocked and I really cant believed it. As there's a saying which says that dun judge a book by it's cover.. Wo ai chuo le ren... bUt i counted myself lucky somehow for knowing his TRUE colors..

.. and while taking this pic, somehow it linked back on how Mr Newton treated his preys.

Busted, dun let me see U.

P.S. Only WX n Alex nOes what m i talking abt.

belle @ 10:52 PM

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Thursday, August 09, 2007

PEEEK-A-BOOOO in my recent Life.

21St Birthday-Out.

The usual 4 nuties.

whr shall we eat??

Mr Khoo's artpiece.

Randomly.

The Mr. BAAAA guy.

CODE BLACK!! I SUSPECT WX PLANTED A BOMB INSIDE!!!

My BD's Cake??

=)

nice place.

Service From My Heart

Our assignment.

wan some food??

taken in toilet -.0

our Paris Tower.

One of the activities.

Jas during the Lifeline game.

Yati steady!!!!

GrAduAtion'07

Finally...

wif my parents.

we MADE IT!!!

The wizard's family.

with Ms Cynthia.

ThX to PQ n ALex!!!

Best Bud for Life. =)

belle @ 10:07 PM

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

First of all, again I want to wish our dear Yati Happy 21st Birthday!!! =)

Had so much fun & laughters while celebrating her birthday at Glass Hse Fish&Co. Though we onli met up for couples of hours during our onli one day off, we enjoyed ourselves.

I feels so blessed to have such fun & joyful new collegues with me. We endured, we chiong, we stressed, we luff, we crap, we lame, we work, we think, we perservere, we stand, TOGETHER. I'm sure we all can make it through, right!!

Back to worklife, has been taking case for the 2nd week already. Things still looks fine to me at the moment, getting use to write essay report, various routines and changes. Get to do many things for the first time in my nursing life such as setting up ventilator, pulling out chest tubes and frequent changing of many types of tubings which i dislikes most cuz it waste so much time especially you have so many lines to change, still rmb I spent 1 hr just to change tubings, gt CVP ah, 2 TPNs and 2 peripheral plugs, and all in sterile techniques. Zzzzz... Thanks to SN Siti for having me so patiently teaching me the steps. There're so many many procedures and stuffs that we never learn during the diploma, so thr's loads of things to catch up lo.

Work will never go smooth for you everytime, especially when you are working with different people each time, and each person has their 'unique' character. Sometimes not happy with that person also must bite teeth and tahan lo, at most just swallow the unhappiness then fart it out lo, or else you will get 'unhappiness edematous' which is very bad for health.

Working in ICU one good thing is you provides patient-oriented care whereby you really get to know your patient well especially when you consecutively nurse the same pt for couples of days, and sometimes, you may 'attach some feelings' to the patient. You witness hw the little child struggles to breathe and to stay alive. Sometimes, I just wished that God will bring the child away so as to end their suffering. But on the other side, which parents will really really want to give up their child? It's really painful to do so..

Suddenly I hv no idea how to end this post as some feelings and experience cant be described in words as what I told Ahmad that Hopes can only be felt not see.

belle @ 11:57 PM

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

belle @ 10:36 PM

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

Farewell, my fun-filled journey in Poly.

These 3 years of life in Poly can say to be one of my best times i ever enjoyed as compared to pri and sec sch.

I had so many of my first timeSSSS.

There were happy times, sweety times, memorable times, sour times, bitter times, angry times, exciting times as well as sad times.

In these 3 years, beside gaining knowledge, I oso gained lotsa friends.

Friends from my class, friends from nyaa and friends from anywhere.

Each of them leaves a print in my memories.

Some of them went through thick and thin with me,

whenever so thick that I need more hands to support me,

and whenever so thin that I needed more hands to hold on with me as it's so fragile.

Thanks to WX for 'nurturing' me from a quiet gal to a noisy and FON gal.

Thanks to those who made me angry b4 as U strengthen my patient & endurance.

Thanks to those who made me sad/depressed as U made me a stronger person.

Thanks to those who light up my life with sweet memories as U makes me =).

Thanks to those who always entertained & tahan-ing my nonsense-ing and lame-ing.

Though we may all go in separate ways,

but we will bring our memories wherever we go.

belle @ 10:44 PM

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

"Cannot also CAN." - CICU nurses + Adam.

belle @ 12:39 PM

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

.... It's been one month since I have started work, and I began to complain of tired.

ONLY ONE MONTH AND U R C/O-ing OF TIRED BELLE?!

.. mmh, ya I indeed felt tired, though it's a five days work for now. The working days goes slow like toot-toot train, while the weekends goes like bullet train. Perhaps it's the long hours which stretch from 8 to 530pm with only a break in between. Or maybe I just too greedy to have more break than to work. Yawn.

Started everyday out of house when sun just freshly pops out from the other side of the world and ending the day with sun popping back. Reached home, bathe, eat, tv for a while then closing my eyes to end my day. And it seemed to have become a daily routine to me.

The feeling of tiredness seems to be different from what I felt in the past as a student. For me now, I even feels so tired to board the train everyday and to join the squeezing game with the crowd, hoping to get home asap to make love with my bed. When I'm a student, tiredness to me can be just resolve by some chilling out or going out to shop off my tiredness. But now, shopping vs sleeping, I will choose sleeping. Even during weekends, I will rather spend time in my dreamland than to go out, so pardon me if I rejects to go out with you. It sounds lifeless right?

Turning 21 soon and friends around me keep asking me where's my popeye. Haiz, being in love can be both sweet and bitter. Being single for years, I 'experience' how love is by seeing my friends around me falling in love, being together or facing various relationship problems. I see more than I experienced. I'm not an expert in love, as I doesnt really have a good experience in relationship before, but by observing the 'love' around me, I learnt lessons from my friends and somehow I'm able to console my trouble friend when she feels down upon facing relationship problem. I have no ideas how those words comes out from my mouth. But as a friend, I cant do anything but to send some temporary comfort words to your sadded heart.

'Once bitten, twice shy.' But for me is 'Twice bitten, thrice shy' liao. Perhaps because of that, I will take 'extra cautions' upon facing relationship as I'm really afraid to get hurt again. So...... ah ya when it comes, then see how la.

Did my ever first last office this week. Although I faced death during my student life but i didnt manage to do any last office. The feeling of seeing an adult passing away is so different as compared to see a child going away.... it feels.. more heart wrenching and more difficult to let them off... Holding my tears back as I heard the child's parent crying so sadly after the little girl had gone. After doing last office for the little girl, I heard next was the other patient who was having a poor prognosis too, the little handsome prince, and he's such a beautiful boy. Towards evening on the same day, the parents decided to let him off..... I just hope that in their next lives, they will find happiness and not to suffer again..

Ah~ enough of sad-ing. That's life. Face it. It will happen to me one day too where I will leave this world from my love ones.

Looking forward to the Batam trip that my collegues are planning, as well as Harry Potter's movie and book are comingggggggggggggggg. and several nice movies coming out tooooo!!!!

belle @ 10:52 PM

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

Woots! It's been 2 weeks since i have started work in CICU. Those 2 weeks seems to pass quite fast, and 1 mth orientation will soon be over, starting the AP shifts, followed by 12H shift.

CICU is just so Wows. When we get to know more abt the jobs they performed as a cicu nurse, it's another wow. No regrets in stepping into cicu. Beside to be able to be a code nurse, in future when there are natural disasters in other countries, we will be going thr to provide help which is always my dream whereby i will be able to go help as a nurse in other countries. So without being a UN nurse, i will be able to fulfil my dream by chance. (i'm nt wishing other countries to hv any natural disaster la.) We will also get to go to other countries to fetch cases if patients are coming over to SG to receive treatment. Beside travelling to overseas, whenever there are functions or big events such as national day or world bank conference, we will be the ones going there to perform duty as well. Sounds cool and fun hur. Kinda sounds exciting to me.

Well, everything has it's 2 sides. Beside naming all the good sides of being a cicu nurse, there're 'bad sides' too, but it will be temporary though. hopefully. Cos now we are stepping into cicu as a new fresh graduates and non-icu trained personels, it will be tough on us for nw. First, paeds itself is already a challenge, secondly it's icu, so it will be triple the challenge to us. They only started 2 years ago having to accept fresh graduates into icu, as they are short of young staffs nw. So if those realli cant make it in icu, they will be going back to upstairs (wards). But that doesnt mean that they are bad nurses, as icu itself is a very intense challenging environment to work in so have to see whether we are up to the extra challenge to face as compared to the ward. But we are lucky to have understanding sisters and staffs to guide us as they know we are not icu-trained. So now pray hard that we all will be able to make it!!!!

CICU was organised into 3 different disciplines. Surgical, medical as well as cardiac. Different areas has it's different challenges. Surgical involves different kinds of surgical pts to manage of, the patient that i came across was a neuro patient who undergo EVD insertion, so it's my first time nursing a neuro patient with EVD and monitoring ICP. Cardiac was quite an interesting place to work in, as will get to see open chest where you will realli c the heart pumping, and then they will perform close chest and chest toilet with OT personels coming over thr. So it's like suddenly the cardiac cubicle becomes an "operating threatre".

From the basic such as memorising different paramenters' limits for different age groups as we accept any age that is 2 kg and above. Lotsa of machinessssssssss to learn to handle, lotsa of syringe pumpsssssssss to handle, lotsa of 3-ways tapsssssssssssssss to handle, and there are endless things to learn. We were saying that icu was like a mystery place to us, everyday we will handle the un-knows and unveiling the mysteries one by one and we learn from it.

Planning to go ahead for advanced dip in critical care in future followed by degree, as sister advised us to go for advanced dip first cos firstly we are in a specialised area and secondly it will be easier to take on degree after taking advanced dip. Well I have planned to stay in CICU 'for life' as i finds cicu is a fun and challenge to work in.

Just hope that i will make it thr the probation period.

Jiayou!!!!!

belle @ 6:33 PM

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Monday, June 11, 2007

One morning I shot an elephant in my Belle. How he got in my Belle, I don't know.

Which movie was this quote from?

belle @ 10:55 PM

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Monday, June 04, 2007

Finally, this day came, where we no longer student, and we becoming a Registered Nurse.

No more mistakes.

No more saying U don't know.

No more remaining quiet.

No more saying, "I'm nt sure, I will referred U to my Staff Nurse."

Time for serious.

Time for more responsibility.

Time for maturing.

Time for my little brave darlings.

CICU, here I comes!

Belle can do it!

belle @ 7:01 PM

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Bar-ing Nighty Outy.

mmH.. will there b a next time??

I miss the company of U guys.

Wx + PQ + Alex + LT + Me~

belle @ 6:43 PM

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Taiwan Trip' 07. (Taipei, Hualien)

Let me Belle take U a photo-tour to Taiwan.
Welcum aboard.

Pls put on ur seat belt.

We hope U will enjoy de tour.

@ Sun Yat-Sen Memorial Hall.

A view of TP 101 fr SYS mem. hall.

eH.. it's quite heavy actually to lift up de whole tower up..

@ one of the Metro Station.

Hearten-ing outside TP 101.

@ Top of the World; TP 101 Outdoor Observatory.

We climbed up 91 floors to de Outdoor Observatory!! XD.

No, no. Dun tink too much though.

A nightshot of TP from de observatory area.

since when i becum a...

O we teleport fr TP to NY!!

GogogogoogogogogO!!!!

Charlie's angels guarding C.K.S. Mem. Hall.

@ CKS Mem. Hall.

Spicy Smelly tofu feast.

As usual, pillar-hugging.

@ CKS.

*slurp*

(LRT, dun be jealous) XD. Nono, dun worry, we r nt les.

I luv de blue staircase.

Pacific Ocean @ Cow mountain.

shhhh.. speak no EVIL.

hey, hey, HEYYYYY!!!

The Handsomes Guardors marching back @ Martyrs' Shrine.

jumping my heart out.

But it didnt.

@ Wulai.

i bought a new hse over thr!!!!!

Our main transport mode round TP.

smelly smelly tofu.

@ Ban-an Temple.

People writing their wishes.

Bird: Pls dun disturb me. Me enjoying de scenery+ suntan.

n Wx came to my new hse!

@ Martyrs' Shrine.

@ Baiyang Trail Tunnel.

@ Taroko Gorge.

my darling Leo @ Hostel.

dogs over thr luv to ride scooter! lolx.

@ Shilin Night Market.

New friends made over thr!!!

Snow Ice. My Fav.

Metro Train.

Man-made Waterfall @ Ban-an Temple.

Ximending in d morning.

Ferris WHeel~

xiao hei~~

Waterfall @ Wulai.

Bridge along Wulai waterfall.

tata~

view @ Wulai.

Professional photo-ing in progress.

Wulai waterfall.

Fresh Sashimi @ fish port.

wow~ they really quene up for the train seh!!

Shame on us!

A poem written by some lonely ppl.

looking over Pacific Ocean.

someone doing fishing.

Take a deeeeeep breath.

Hua.

Cow mountain.

mmmh...

@ Hualien Train Station.

Cow Mountain.

hmm..

coastline over pacific ocean.

Tw version of xiao long bao.

the Amis guys!!! WOOOTS!

Taroko Gorge.

dipping into the water over there is a xiang sou.

woots.

the pragoda.

Taroko Gorge.

Waterfalls along Taroko Gorge.

looooooook......!!!!!

Surfing time~

Woots our handsome tourguide from Canada. He's an APN/RN too!!

the Swallow Cave.

BlackNwhite. Danshui.

EHHHHHH~~~~????? Monster Inc. in our Hostel??

Leo. MissU.LuvU.Muacks.

U r de Best dog i ever met.

Well done Boy!

my last nite with Leo.

belle @ 7:49 PM

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

4 more DAYS left in Taiwan!!!!

Current location: Hualien

Activity: Fishing for GREEN mens!!!

belle @ 2:02 PM

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Farm-ing Day-Out

Goaty Farm

Feeding time! nonono not for us!! We are non-vegetarian.

chomp chomp chomp!!! *mehhhh.....!!!!

Come have a human kissss!!

The senior citizen and he has a BIG appeitite!!!

The Froggy Farm

Croakkkkk...

Nice Doggy they have!! I preferred de dog than de frog!!

Nono i'm nt teaching them to sing. I'm just preparing to dive in. Frog suit pls!

Poor frogs waiting to be slaughtered.

Awwww.... Amitahba. RIP froggy.

That poor froggy tried hard to jump, but it cant. It's legs seems to be #. Haiz.

CENSORED!!! *Mating in progress*

Been a fun day over de goaty farm. But feels very sorry when we saw de froggy. The way they died and how they slaughtered seems cruel. Poor frogs jumping for their lives when they saw hands of human coming after them, bringing them to be slaughtered. I sweared I will not eat any froggy. Even before that, I also cant bear to bring them into my mouth too.

belle @ 11:08 PM

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Saturday, May 05, 2007

Never Say Goodbye

"Nursing Peagant" :D

My always-smiling cute Preceptor.

My 2 closest mates Tisa & Lydia who always entertaining my craps. :D Thanks!

Fri marked the last day of PRCP, which oso means that we are offically graduated from the course. Now onli left with the graduation ceremony and collection of transcript. Hopefully be able to attend the graduation ceremony.

Feelings for ending? Hmm, feels like i'm drinking a cup of mixed 'sabo' juice. There's sour, sweet, bitter and spicy.
Sour for thinking back when first started the prcp in paeds, everything is new and 'code grey' 's scary words.
Sweet is when my dear little ones doing adorable actions when really melts your heart. Even they are naughty, you just love them. Some little darlings will help you to tear micropore tape for you, some will feed themselves medication through using of syringe, some will hold the aerospace chamber themselves when giving MDI puffs and some mischevious ones will sleep in prone position with their buttock popping up. Those little actions melt your heart and melted all your unhappiness you had for the day. And some by looking them, you just smile without any reason. The sight of them makes you.. feels.. there's hope and joy.
Bitter is for keep on falling sick during the attachments. Fed myself with 5 different antibiotics within 2 months. Even sick have to drag myself to work. DUnnoe my immune sux or my ward is that realli infectious.
Spicy is the feeling of 'highness' when you jokes and craps with the staffs and collegues. I was named as the drama queen as you noe I cant really keep quiet and do my work, or else I will be very bored haha. Lucky Sister was able to accept my crap and was asked to perform if there's any drama performance lolx.

I finds my ward will a very puuurfect ward if without 'code grey, code black and teletubbies', as all the other staffs are sooo nice and they are always so willing to teach. Can say this is the best ward i ever work in these 3 years. Happy to escape from the 3 bombs but sad to leave this ward where i so get use to everyone. Feels so unbearable to leave the ward when the staffs keep on asking me to stay. =( Sister says whenever free can come back to the ward and visit them again, hopefully there's chance.

Gonna to be a CICU nurse when i starts work in june 4th. Heard it's a nice environment to work in bUt some say it will be very stress in the initial part as you gotta learn all those machines and handling of numerous of syringe pump in one patient. All those critical care mx we learnt before i all gave back to PC liao. They were saying over there, intubation is just like insertion of IV plug. woots. my poor little darlings. Nevertheless CICU will be a good training ground as they said once you master cicu, when u come out u will be pro. Hopefully la. all de best to me!!

Graduated from school life means ?no life. I will be working 12 hours shifts. But one good thing is u get to off one more dae as compared to 8 hours shifts. There will be no more school events to attend nor expedition nor camps nor freedom. =( We had been studying for round 15 yrs of our lives oledi, nw have to change to adult working life. kinda ?difficult to accept. I'm will be stepping on to a new chapter of life.

During the last dae of work, I had a funny incident. While i was taking the shuttle bus from KKH and was trying to walk to the seat far back behind, suddenly a guy waved at me. I was hur???? who are youuu? First on my mind, i was thinking whether he's any docs i noe in my ward--> No, then i proceed to think whether he's any of my little darlings' papa --> No le! Then he asked upon my blank look, " are you the HO/MO??" I Burst out luffing and replied "NO! i'm a NURSE!! haha". Wow not bad seh, i got the looks of a HO/MO!! lolx. bUt do i realli look that old eNough to be a MO?? GOK! lolx.

Anyway, 10 more days to Taiwan!!!!

belle @ 10:06 PM

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Perseverance

I'm like de little gonna-to-be-fully-ripe apple hanging on the tree branches, waiting to be ripe and detached from the support of the branch. The branches are as seems to be my staff nurses giving me all the essential nutrients and support, helping me along the way to become a RN; a fully ripe apple.

But somehow sometimes, the apple got tired and loses it's faith, and as a result it fall onto the floor unripe.

Week 4 gonna to be over, and soon left with 2 more weeks before passing out.

I'm sure de apple gonna to perseveres and hang-on till it's ripe before it falls off.

Right belle?

belle @ 10:40 PM

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Finally, the Truth is Out..

HS3034 Nursing Science- A

HS3076 Behavioural Science IIIA- A

HS3077 Behavioural Science IIIB- DIST.

which means..

one step nearer to Taiwan!!!!

4 more weeks of prcp,

Gambatte!!!

belle @ 6:04 PM

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

Was diagnosed with Tonsillitis, which i tot it will most probably wont happen to me. But it did. Everyday in de Paeds ward, children were commonly been diagnosed with tonsilities, and nv tot that i will become one of them too!

Was not so sure hw does a throat with tonsillitis looks like, and yea so i go YahooImage search, yucks, i oso have a shock too. The Doc just told me that my throat is all red, swollen and ulcers on it.. In my mind, it was maybe look like de way you are havin ulcer on ur mouth ba. But after seeing de yahooimage, i took a pentorch and shine onto my back throat. o man, it realli looks horrible, just like de image, red, inflammed, with mutiplessss of ulcers on both tonsils. ahhh. to me it looks.. WOOTS. i better dun put de image over here, in case it put you off.

So that's explain hw i got fever on thurs morning, but it's slight only so i popped 2 pacofen tablets b4 i dragged myself to work. *i dun wan to take MC!!!* *MC = Make up*

Thinking that eating 2 pcs of bread will helped to prevent my stomach churning from effects of pacofen. But when i started to work for 1/2 an hr, i almost fainted. First, i felt very nauseous and then i started to sweat and seeing dark patches. I was told my face went very pale at de moment. So i just quickly sat down and rest b4 i realli KO. phews. that experience was realli sux. I oso dunnoe why littat. Maybe due to de side effects of pacofen? nono, i'm nt pregnant for sure! Later i felt much relieved by vomiting. Was tahan-ing throughout de 8 hrs shift, cuz was feeling quite wobby after that, and started to hv chills towards the end of shift.

And reached home, T spiked. Argh. took panadol and knocked off to bed. Lucky de next 3 days were DO. The T went dwn with relief of panadol, but went up when de panadol's effects worn off. so my T was like roller coaster. So tahan till Sat morning, finally get to see Doc and then was diagnosed with Tonsillitis. And the Doc looked at me and says ' o my, every mth you are havin antibiotics!' ya.. cuz ever since CNY, i have been seeing doc for fever and infammation and this time, it was the 4th antibiotics i having in less than 2 months. I dunnoe why this year i keep having sickness!!! Save meeeeee God!!!!

The feeling having tonsillitis is worse than having fever. It realli suxxxx. Sometimes the feeling is so worse that you feel like dying off better. Ya i noe is stupid to say that as i noe there're so many patients who are suffering worse than me yet they are braver than me. I admit. Maybe being sick be able to put myself in patient's shoes for once.

Hopefully tmr i will be well and fit for doing my night shift. *pray hard*.

Pls be lenial with me God, as i didnt get to enjoy this 3 days of weekends. Pls let me work well tmr. Ambitahba.

belle @ 10:08 PM

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Friday, March 30, 2007

First week PRCP in KKH

Harsh?

~~Yes~~ and No. I oso dunnoe.

This 4 days in de ward just vooooommmed like a bullet suppositories.

Back in KK Paeds ward, i'm a lost pig. Blurred and helpness. Was thrown into an unfamiliar environment, be it be peers, staffs, routines, protocols, ward layout, knowledge, skills, documentations, expectations. I have to climb out of my egg shell myself to start all over again. After all it still depends on you whether you willing to take up all the new learnings. Have to re-adjust to Paeds settings and KKH's practices.

First 3 days in the ward, basically was to get myself re-familiarise with all the paeds' skills, layout, routines, parameters (as usual confusing, but getting used to it):

Let me just recaps over here, just in case i forget again, i can refers from here -

Fixed parameters: 0600, 1400, 2200 unless there's 4 Hrly parameters or 2 Hrly parameters or varied 8 Hrly parameters. Parameters does not include taking BP unless stated.

Hourly Temperature: For those febrile child. Off the hrly only when the child remain afebrile for the next 12Hrs.

Pain score: no stated time. TDS. must not more than TDS.

It's seems easy to read and understands from here, but once you deals with cubiclessss of charts, you will get hydrocephalus. Cuz other than parameters, there will be Hrly infusion site assessment if the child is on drip, and if the child is not on drip but plug in-situ, it will be done TDS/day. IO charting is another hectic thing, cuz in Paeds they are very particular in food and fluid intake as well as wee wee and poo poo.

During admission, you have to fill in LOTSA forms, unlike general ward, onli one assessment form. In paeds, there's a nursing care record, safety and security, personal hygiene, patient education, orientation form.

Upon admission, have to inform doctor first, have to complete the parameters within 15 mins, the orientation form to be done by max. 4 hrs, doc have to see the patient by max 4 hrs unless urgent conditions, and the nursing care record form to be done in at most 1 hr time.

Documentations in paeds it's seems to be easy cuz all de forms just onli need to tick tick tick. But just like MCQs, it either you are right or wrong ans where it either you really know what you doing to your patients or else if you tick wrongly... will kena, even just one tick. and there're so many documents. zzz.. I preferred to write story like what we did in general hospital.

mmhh.. blogging does help me to recap what i learnt.

Just when we are trying our best to get more familar with the ward, both sisters came and talked to us. One sister is trying to buck-up us which is good, whereas the other sister was just shooting arrows with bows of discouraging, morale-lowering and confusion to our bubbles of morale, motivations, hope, enthusiasm, eagerness, power and energy. She asked those questions which we dont expect to know in the first 4 days as we were told to re-familiarise with the ward routines as well as to refresh what we know abt paeds. Ask us which, where, what pharmacies and how they differs. Ask us which equipments when spoiled send to which individual's departments, blood culture bottles low order from where, how to activate code blue (it differs from how we activate in general hospitals, how isolation negative and positive pressures operates, how many extinguishers in the ward, and how the blue and black extinguishers differ, how, when, where and which level of docs to call first... blah.. blah.. blah.. In one day, we were bombed with all this questions and she expected us to know in the 4th dae. Then say if dunooe all this by 4th day, how you going to pass out as a SN. We havent even pass out our prcp and she was talking abt failing probation.

This was only like our 3rd time in KKH. Even it's de 3rd time, during our previous postings in kkh, we were not told abt how kkh operates, runs and protocols, we were onli basically meeting and concentrating on our clinical objectives instead. and each posting it was maximum 2 weeks only.

I know i have endless grumblings and moanings. But let me at least let out here abit. Pheeewwwwsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

But from next week, i will face it positively and i will learn the hard way although now i'm doubtful whether i will pass or fail. It's better to suffers now than to suffers during probation when passing out.

BELLE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!

GOGO JIAYOU!!!!

Cheers to all my prcp's peers. God bless.

belle @ 11:40 PM

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Class Outing to Sentosa

These are the 2 pictures which i finds it de most funniest pic of all. WAHAHAHA... i cant stop luffing!!

Kelakar NYERRRRRRR......!!!!

will upload more of de pics soon~

belle @ 12:08 AM

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

EXAMS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

and off clubbing we go.. can say it's officially our first time going clubbing ba. After the THREE years of sch, then we onli starting to club. haha.. This shows that we are ~~very guai~~ all along.

Before clubbing @ The Clinic, we went to Hooters for dinner. 6 of us tried all de different main course. I still liked mine best - Baked Sole Fillet. The portion was actually quite huge, where we can combine all our wedges and salads into another side dishes too. haha. If onli we can sell back ah.

our hooting meals.

In de mid of dinning, there were many activities and birthday celebration going on in the restuarant by the Hot Hooters such as holahoop-ing, dressing up de birthday guy or gal in some comedy way and i luv their Birthday Cheers!

Photo-ing with a hot hooter.

After 'Hooting', we went and started our 'night shift' in The Clinic. And somehow, wx, sy and armado 'get permitted to be employed' into The Clinic, cuz the age limit to be employed for male is 23 and whereas for female is 21 years old. Phew~ haha, we just love to 'work' together la. The music was blasting out loud enough to get NID and it was packed with 'patients'.

The Clinic.

Each of us gals were entitled to 5 free alcholic drinks, which was alot nyer. They are really trying to make us drunk seh haha. After a while we get to see our own batch of nursing students, HS and KL. And then as we walked round the club, we get to see more of our people. I tink ytd was a day whr student nurses unite in the club ba, especially right after our exams.

and then one man down..

dont worry, here comes a nurse to check for consciousness.. haha.

.. and then another man started to down again..

and the others as well.. haha.

getting hot from de tequila pop.

and we started lesbian-ing too. lolx.

one ~~sober~~ shot.

well intended to chiong till sunrise, but then 2 mens down. haha. Nvm, there's always a next time right guys?

belle @ 11:07 PM

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Friday, March 16, 2007

AAAAAH... it's almost 5am in the morning yet i still cant go into my dreamland even though i'm tired. Went to bed at 10pm cuz feeling tired alreadi. BUT i was "bbq-ing myself" on my bed, cuz basically i spent de time from 10pm to 2am tossing here and there. FOUR HRS!! I even counted sheeps to hamsters lor, yet futile. Shivananda.

Alamak, during sch time is hypersomia, now INSOMIA!! I always told my mum off saying that sleeping is just a waste of time, and wishes that i can even invent one anti-sleep pill so that we can remian productive (hm.. in whatever) throughout the whole 24-hours.
But now, I WISH I CAN SLEEEEP. Insomia is so torturing.

So i came out with an alternative treatment, that was to study Abnormal Psy.

Outcome: didnt expect i finished going through de whole bk and elearning by 4.20am. I was ~~tired~~ . I tried going to bed. Close my eyes. Waiting for my dreamer to bring me to dreamland, but somehow, he didnt turn up to pick me up. Haiz.

Treatment: wake up and blog, as staring at computer screen will make me sleepy.

Action plan: die die oso must sleep after i blog this.

Outcome: unavailable till i wake up de next morning.

Nites.

Mr Dreamer, where are you???? Pls pick me up ltr.

belle @ 5:58 AM

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